I swear to god, sometime's it's like talking to a fucking wall. I could be talking to him for a couple minutes before I even realize that he wasn't paying attention to anything I said. It's like he never listens. It kind of hurts. Like I'm not important enough for him to listen to.
He will be on his phone for a while...like and hour. Playing a game or scrolling through Facebook. He doesn't even realize that he's been on his phone that long.
We have the same fights over and over again. Like tonight. He shows me a picture and it's of a couple. He tells me the guy is his friend and his girl is pregnant. The girl is my boyfriends ex. Excuse me but why do I need to know about your ex. Your ex who is thinner than, prettier than me, probably more adventurous than me and has nice hair. I won't fuck you in the back of a car, but maybe she would.
For fuck sake he brings up his ex's a lot more than anyone should when they have been with and have been living with their spouse for almost 3 years. There are certain things that you just don't do in a relationship. That's one of them. DON'T TALK ABOUT EX'S!!!
It's not like I sit there and tell him about my ex's. I hardly ever bring them up. They are my ex's for a reason. They all cheated on me and used me for anything they could get from me.
Back to the original topic. I just wish my boyfriend could pay more attention to me. You say you love me, right? So why is it so hard to pay attention to me? It shouldn't be.
I'm going to go to sleep now. Melatonin is kicking in....
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