Bedtime....

Me and my boyfriend are laying in bed, smoking a joint and watching Corpse Bride. If you haven't seen Corpse Bride I suggest that you find it and watch it....NOW!!!

There are a lot of things I will be talking about in this blog. Some you will like, others you will dislike. It is not my intention for you to like me or what I have to say on here. My intention for this blog is to have some kind of outlet for my anger, depression, memories that haunt me and the all around overwhelming amount of thoughts that are flowing through my brain at any given moment. Whether it be a memory from when I was a child, random thoughts or a memory from a party where I blacked out, did cocaine and got raped. My thought's dictate what I post. I could have a really boring day and just write about that. 

I used to write things every once in a while so I might post things like that from time to time. They're not good. They're not bad either...ok some of them are really bad. There was a website when I was younger, I forget what the name was, anyway you would enter your poem, short story or haiku and they would send you this letter in the mail. In this letter they would ask your permission to publish your poem. I sent them a really ridiculous poem just to see if they would publish anything or if my poems were actually good enough to be published. I waited a couple weeks for the letter and sure enough I got the letter in the mail asking for permission to publish my poem in a book of poems with  crap ton of other people. You also had the option to order your own copy of the book your poem was published in for eighty dollars. I thought eighty dollars was ridiculous, but I bought a copy just for the fuck of it. I received said book in the mail and I was pleasantly surprised with the quality of the book. It had gold on the edges or something that looked like gold, a ribbon attached as a bookmark and a decent hard cover. After all was said and done I ended up ripping out some pages for gift wrapping and then I set the book on fire in my backyard.

This is what I mean when I say that I will be posting random things. I just ranted about a stupid crappy poem publishing website. 

Any who... Corpse Bride...Check It Out.